Thursday, August 12, 2010

We've got the Fever...

Baby Fever that is. Before Michael last deployed(last December). We had talked about trying to concieve. While he was deployed he decided he wanted to wait. I think it was because he was deployed and thinking about the things he'd probably miss. I also think that finding out his brothers girlfriend is pregnant was another reason. Just recently however, like a month and a half ago he out of the blue just said "I want this". I was like what? ok. Awesome. I've been wanting a baby for a while now. After reading Mrs.P from A Little Pink in a World of Camos blog about Johnny and Arianna.

I told Michael about her story. We know If He deploys again, He'll be going to afghanistan and most likely be doing convoys. So I told him If something were to happen to him...Not saying something will but If something did happen, I want to have a piece of him. He then said thats why he had the sudden decision of really wanting to get pregnant. Thats not the only reason for this baby fever of course. I love babies. Some people say we haven't been married long enough for us to try. Other people say Get with it, make them babies while your young! No, I dont care what people say. I'm just tired of people talking to me with their opinions of whether we should or shouldnt be trying. Its Our Decision and Nobody elses. So, Now We've been trying for about a month and half. I want this more than ever. So send us baby dust, thoughts and prayers.


  1. I choked up a bit at the part when ya'll were talking about "have a piece of him behind". It is sad to think about. You are in my thoughts and prayers :)

  2. Thanks Samantha! Yeah, talking about "having a piece of him" was probably one of the hardest conversations I've had. I dont like to think of the inevitable. I bawled my eyes out that night.

  3. *Baby dust* sent your way!! =] =]

    Good luck hun!